Once again what's the point? x

What's the point?

Went to help Mum with work in Bristol yday. Oceana in the night was really goooooooooood:D Didn't think I could go there again without thinking fuck. I feel a lil better now that I spoke to someone:) Not much happening today but I need to find a Pirate costume for Em's bday:) x

Some photos from last night

Bad

How from the last time I've gone to depressed upset there's nothing I can do about it and cant believe the pain from it.x

Ella elle l'a

Monday night was wicked lol... cant rememba everything though:P Tuesday was a quiet day an Sian and I went to get Em and went to Barry Island in the evening. Yesteray was town shopping with Sian then home and slept. Today I need to see if my EMA has been payed and get more credit!!!!!!!!!!!!x
How I managed to look pregnant I dont know:S ha

What to do?

Just came back from Welsh - Gwyrddni came up! arghhh oh well lol. Going out with Becca tonite... this time hopefully I should actually get to Oceana without being distracted by other places on the way and then getting there to late:PNow that I have nothing I have to its weird. This time 2 weeks ago I was so excited but now I have nothing else but the bad things that happened when it's happy and I'm not. We'll see what happens. Becca's plan is always a good one:D x

Yr un olaf!

Last A level tomorrow!!!!! Yay then town with Becca:D x

Some photos from the past 2 weekends :)

Annoyed but ... ey good times

Brysur

Didn't do much yesterday in the day. Went to town with Cath in the night though and was realyyyyyyyy fun:D Took Cath to Homebargains and now I'm home to learn the Welsh syllabus:S ...and tidy the room. x

:(

¿Qué está pasando ... confunde mucho?

No way

Need to do revision DESPERATELY... I'm not going to let some stupid dick head ruin my chances! Going out tonite can't wait:D x

Wont beat again

Went to Sian's house last night and her and Miriam really helped me:D Today I still feel crap but I've been worse before right? I dont know if anyone else gets this but when you're upset about someone when you think of the place they live you feel sick... shame it's so close to home:S Once again though after making plans for going out every night I get ditched by a friend for a guy... no change there then...

Need to do some work and then going to see Steph later in town. x

Although these times seemed harder, maybe they were easier...

Say it as it is

Yesterday was my first Welsh A level. Went quite good I think:D I have now realised (even more than I knew before) that just because a guy says something there's no reason why the hell you should believe it as thats what's happened to me. I'm confused, upset, and angry all at the same time and wondering was it really nescessary for it to happen I mean isnt God ment to have a plan for us? Why did this one turn out so bad?

Anyway today I need to do some revision but I'm not sure if I'm up to it to be honest. My exams fifnish on MOnday so I cant wait for that!

Zante 1 Month TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D x

Some photos from Friday night!

Mhm

Crazy weekend but a goooooooooooooood one:D Went out with Sian on Friday and drank a bottle of wine between us and the rest! Went out with Cath, Ed, Amy, Soph and Lyd on Saturday. I went to get Cath from her house and didnt get lost even though it was pouring down with rain!
Today was A level German. It was a bit horrible but there's nothing I can do about that. Have a good Monday x

Merd!

Lots has happened this week. Monday was good:) Had my French A level today which was so boring. The sun is still shining which is great:D Will have to write here more often. x